i feel like i've been neglecting this diary...it's just that lately i have been extremely busy with trying to get enrolled in college (yay!) and with my new *ahem*...man...but things should be better now that i have most of my stuff finished for school...i just need to buy books, a backpack, and the usual school stuff...i am so excited to be going back...i feel like i've accomplished something already and i haven't even started classes...things with clyde are going pretty good...i'm kinda over the "feeling like a whore" thing...it's still lurking in the back of my mind, but most of my doubts of him using me are gone...keyword: MOST...i might be going to the vans warped tour with some of his friends on tuesday...should be a good way to let them get to know me better and for them to tell him good things about me...ahhh...well, i'm off and running again...gotta take a shower and go to the mall for some stuff...hopefully i'll be able to write more later...if not...i'll be back shortly :)