ok...i'm finished throwing my hissy fit...i'm not going to close my diary...at least i don't think...i just needed to vent...i spent thirty minutes writing this long ass entry and somehow (i have no idea how) it got deleted...so anyway...not much to update on...nothing new with the g. situation...yesterday was one year from the day he broke up with me...i made it through alive...slightly harmed, yet alive...i honestly don't understand guys...i would love to know why guys think that they can get your number and chill with you and kiss you, then say that they "kinda" have a girlfriend when you question them...i'm happy that they guy was honest, but damn...what's the fucking point?? does he really think that he's going to get some ass even though his "girlfriend" is in california? have i got news for him...dickhead...i give up...seriously...it's not like i'm looking for someone...they come to me...and i'm nice enough to give them chances...but not anymore...i'm done with guys until i'm about thirty...unless of course g. wants me...fat chance...but it's nice to dream....